Shell - thats great re your appt! areyou finding out what you are having? yeah its my PND hon really bad at the moment, I was going to check myself into hospital thankfully I saw my psychologist and got Julia into daycare more days and mum is helping too. I have seen my GP this morning upped my meds and going to see a psychiatrist I cant do this anymore without getting rid of the issues. I feel like failure thought I wouldnt get it again as I was ok before birth and now im a mess again. Guess im just unlucky.