Hiya girls,i feel like crap today.Depressed you could say.I dont know why? Ruby had me up quite abit last night and been unsettled today.And evrything has gone wrong today.I was meant to go to rikki's then didnt because i wanted to visit a friend in hospital.Then i couldnt go to the hospital and visit my friend as mum changed plans on me and couldnt look after the kids so i could go.Then i was going to go to rikkis but i didnt know your phone no to tell u i changed my mind and you were meeting anna earlier.
And just the small things have been upsetting me. I just dont get a break.If i do its an appoinment or getting shopping.And i have to rush so that whoever has the kids i havnt burdened them with them.
Im going to go for a walk when the kids wake up,they have to come with me of course but atleast these 4 walls arnt closing in on me.
(((HUGS))) Caddie, I am so sorry you had a crap day. I wish I could say something to make you feel better. I guess we are all going to have days where everything goes wrong so I hope for you and all our sakes that they don't happen very often. I hope the walk makes you feel better my love, nice fresh air always clears my head.

Nelle - DER slap me now - maybe we can meet up for coffee one day soon. Are there any other girls on here that meet up from Melbourne, I would love tomeet you all !!

I can't believe we are still on page three today - must be too busy to be online . Lots of love and cuddles to you all

Well today I had an interesting day with Emma. I have slowly been introducing her back to her cot for day sleeps. My MCHN told me I should and not make a habbit of her sleeping in her rocker. But sometimes it was the only way I could get her to sleep (got to love the vibrating option!) She would never go down for her first sleep of the day but I would play with her for ages in the arvo and would crash for her afternoon sleep. So I thought I would try the same today with her morning sleep.

I got her to sleep in her cot for one hour (only had to settle her once) and again this arvo for 2 1/2 hours!! :O - fabulous!!!! She had her shower and bottle before and we have put her to bed and we haven't had to settle her yet "touch wood". I hope this is another corner we are turning with her. Each day I am feeling more and more confident with her. Some days I feel like such a failure as a mother and some days I think I am pretty damn good at it!!

I hope you all have a wonderful night

xoxo