Helen- I hope they aren't keeping you too long on the waiting list. Do you have private health insurance? Maybe get in somewhere quicker? Try not to feel guilty your older two will be fine and in the long run it'll be for the best if its going to help you with how you are feeling. Have you got good family/ friend support around you?

Nelle- I saw the pics of your new place, how exciting! Packing/ unpacking is such a PITA esp with kids! Have you got a garage? When we moved we put all the packed boxes out there out of the way.

Chrissy and Maz, I hope the 2 of you are behaving!

Ash is being a little B at the moment, hitting, answering back, refusing to do what she is told, its a nightmare. Her meals she has few mouthfuls then demands us to feed her and won't eat. Be glad when this phase passes.
Had her party sat, she had a McDonalds party, and TBH I wouldn't go there again, maybe it was just my store but not very organised at all, the woman that ran it didn't really have a way with kids it was like the manager that was on that day just suddenly found out she had to do it cause nothing was set up or anything. I had to chase up if all the kids got there meals and drinks (which one didn't).