I wouldnt ever deceive him, I dont believe in that. I can see how everyone would have thought thats what I meant lol I just meant it as a little joke. Sorry if I got anyone worried!
DH doesnt know what he wants, one second he wants to have a big gap but then he sprouts off about me finishing my study and working once Jett is in preschool but how on earth can I do that when he wants to start TTC again around that time? Ive already discussed the health side of things with my GP and he said he generally recommends a year wait but seeing as we had fertility issues + it took so long then maybe we need to think about starting sooner. I dunno, most days I would do it in a heartbeat, some days I doubt myself.