Thats it I give up!
I am now officially handed in my boobies cause I dont want them any more!
I have decided to my sake, the boys sake and Vyoletts that IM not going to bb feed any more. My left hand side is really hurting me and only gives out 20ml and the other side gets that big that I feel like Dolly Parton has left one of her boobies behind. I couldn't for the life of me settle Vyolett again this morning so I gave her 100ml of formula at 11am and she's still alseep. My poor boys. I didn't have time at all this morning to spend with them and they ended up having breakfast at 10am. Wilhelm has gastro to top everything off and I cant get Vyolett into a routine at all.
Bugger it, I tried and I jsut cant do it any more. Please dont think im being a bad mum, I need to find my feet. I think it probably would have been easier if I had only Vy but its so hard trying to get everything done...sorry for my winge and thanks girls for being an ear. See, its not just first time mum's who want to pull their hair out.
Belle - I hope your alright hon..do what is best for you.
How are you going Caddie? Still hanging in there I see
Going to spend some time with the boys before they forget who the hell I am
xxmaz