Hugs to you maz..I feel bad because i couldnt chat to you! I think the whole b/f issue causes lots of stress and guilt.I too felt likt that with millana and i think i have decided to just bottle feed this little one too.I think giving her some EBM for a little while longer will help me feel not so bad.It sounds selfish but when you have other children to take care of its hard to give time for all of them and b/f does take alot of our time.They say it gets easier but when you dont have time to work at it sometings gotta give.Better the b/f than our sanity.
I went to playgroup today.Millana had so much fun and ruby slept the whole time! I was very lucky today.Maybe a different story next week!
Ruby is starting to become more alert too,so more crying.