oh shellbell big hugs to you hun. i really hope ash settles down for you. hey oneday you might wake up and she will be such an angel and you will be wondering.. hey! where did my ash go??
i know it can be a really testing and trying time for you. i remember when i used to get so worked up when savanna wouldnt sleep. but its only normal to fell like that. i really thought it would never stop.. but eventually it did and i know for you it will too. hang in there hun and you can let out all your emotions and aggression here *hugs*