Caddie why not post a few posters around the area, maybe some good samaritan will see the poster and return it
well have decided to dye my hair to see if it makes me feel better weird I know but you never know if I wash these greys away I might feel like myself again was supposed to go to a farewell last night, well we gave it a miss due to me being sick and Jase staying home to care for jack and me, we have another one tonight which we are goign to as this one is a good mate so I best do the panadol and sleep thng today to get going for tonight, have told jase if he wants to stay on a party he can jack and I will come home and I am happy to come get him when he is ready thank you god for giving me a easy child
then we have a 2 hr drive tomorrow for scan sunday is rest day, then jase is off for a work course monday arvie and wont be back till wed nite, first time apart since jack was born, he is depressed about it was going to go with him but work has put them up in a hotel rather than a motel
anyway must go eat and wash this dye out, hopefully it will cover the greys this time
This morning honestly is not any better for me, last night I was consumed with depression of that I hate my life and so sick of feeling unsupported by DH. This morning we had an argument he told me he wants more alone time on the weekend he felt last weekend he didnt get any but I did which was total crap just because he decided to stay indoors for his alone time instead of going out as such while I looked after Julia doesnt mean he didnt get any time. Im so upset with him right now...thank god im seeing the psycologist today she can help me with the feelings of depression.
On a good note Julia has learnt how to limbo, she limo'ed off the bouncer this morning! I was washing my hands and she cryed and I saw her sitting on the ground!
Maz - thank you for your post mate means a lot to me.
Anna - thanks for your SMSs mate, I will give you a call this arvo, big hugs to you.
Shell - thanks for your post re sunshine Im hoping some will come my way later today to brighten me up!
Jodi - hi mate thanks for listening and thinking of me.
Helen - hi mate how you doing.. hows Eithan, thanks for thinking of me.
Caddie - Im thinking of you mate, sorry havent called, not in a good place right now and dont want to bring you down further but promise when I feel a little better will call you...
Rikki - thanks mate, I hope Ainsleigh is feeling better today.
Kell - thanks mate...
Kell & Chrissy - not this monday coming but next Monday I just realised I cant do cause my car is being serviced so can it be the week after that? sorry mates.
Some asehole keeps calling my home number and hanging up on me, im so not happy about it sooooo annoying.
Caddie why not post a few posters around the area, maybe some good samaritan will see the poster and return it
weird I know but you never know if I wash these greys away I might feel like myself again was supposed to go to a farewell last night, well we gave it a miss due to me being sick and Jase staying home to care for jack and me, we have another one tonight which we are goign to as this one is a good mate so I best do the panadol and sleep thng today to get going for tonight, have told jase if he wants to stay on a party he can jack and I will come home and I am happy to come get him when he is ready
thank you god for giving me a easy child
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