Hi to everyone!
Rikki, Im glad to hear Ains is on the mend poor thing

My trip wasnt a total bust. I saw friends, ate lots and Jett got spoilt by everyone, esp my brother and sister. I should have known my mother would be well just like she always is but for some reason up until now Ive always had a tiny hope that she'd be back to her old self again. Instead, after prior warning we were coming, I arrive at 1pm to find her so drunk she cant stand up straight Then she proceeded to lie and swear to me she wasnt drunk and didnt tell the truth until I screamed until my throat hurt at her about how selfish she is. She hadnt even vacuumed the house so there was dog hair all over everything from my sisters dog and Mum knows what Im like about dogs inside the house who go on furniture. So I was forever wiping dog hair off Jett/out of his mouth. THEN Jett starting getting sick so she said she'd vacuum again (which is a huge process of borrowing a vacuum before she can do it) and STILL it didnt get done. By the time Wednesday night came around I was p!ssed off and Jett was getting real sick, and she was drunk again so I came home yesterday. She even told my poor sister that it was her fault I was leaving because my sister "hogs" Jett and never lets anyone have a go with him (like he's some fricken toy or something).
So this was the last straw, I dont care if people think Im a disgusting excuse for a daughter, it is OVER she wont ever be seeing us again. She's been in rehab twice, on medication for 4 years, going to therapy for just as long and she still isnt any better. She just blames her problems on everyone else and I cant let Jett be a part of that.

So AF showed her face early as well yesterday and boy has she been a doozy. My cramps felt like labour pains So I crawled to bed with my wheat bag and some nurofen but I still feel like crud. Now Jett is really sick with a green snotty nose and the worst cough I have ever heard.

I hate my life right now so if Im not around its because Im sooking and being lazy.