Ohh Caddie, I hope Aaron stopped being tough on you and gave you the cuddles and reassurance you need. Tell him you really need his support and loving right now, maybe he doesn't realise how scared you are? I dunno. I really hope everything's okay.
When do you have your specialist appt?

Just got back from youth group, I'm so tired, we did a fox hunt (hide and seek with cars and cb radios). So glad we were inside cars, otherwise I woulda frozen my boobs off, and who knows how I'd breastfeed then.

Hope everyone's doing well, have a grouse weekend! xo

ETA: Caddie I know what you mean about being the strong one and not wanting to seem 'weak' cos then people might feel they can't rely on you. Do you have any friend you can be 'weak' with? Even Aaron? You need to be able to talk about how you feel. Otherwise, we're right here.