We didn't have the best night either, Ash woke as usual at 10:45, had her feed then was upset bout something and wouldn't settle til 1am, she had a slight temp, 38.1 I gave her nurofen and then this morning she is fine, so who knows what going on. Always seems to be at night when trouble arises.

Caddie- I am the same, I've always had to be the strong one in my family, everyone else has lots probs and maybe being the eldest of 4 also I've always felt like the one to look out for everyone else. So now its hard to show how I feel cause like you said it does make you feel weak although I know I shouldn't.

Meg- I was at Chadstone just last week. Hope you are buying yourself lots nice things.

Chrissy- How is Craig doing? Any news?

We drove all way to mornington this morning to pick up baby swing, one of those lift and lock I think they're called, got off e-bay. My dad told me it'd be a 40min drive from my place, but took us an hour! Ash got stroppy too so had her screaming, had headache from being up til 1am and felt car sick from trying to read melways!