AnnaT - I want to thank you so much for sharing that with me. And thank you also for realising how hard it is to make that step. At this stage its just an all day session every saturday, but if I need more it will be a 4 week live in situation, shared room and I cant take Julia with me... depends on my interview tomorrow with the admission psychiatrist.

Shell - unfortunately no mothers bubs units that will deal with my kind of case in Sydney Tresillian deals with PND but bubs are sometimes much younger and I have already seen Tresillian when Julia was 6 weeks old and I was diagnosed with PND and they recommended private treatment for me...

Nessa - thank you..

Nelle - I havent had a chance to say congrats on your BFP