Babies Born September 2006 #8

[Rach75]

thanks for the video love

Shellbell I just followed what the site said you can add up to 100mb of pictures etc for free, it took a bit, as I used full resolution pics 600-800kb each but other than that easy easy

well I am so tired what a night, Jack went down at 9.30ishpm he slept till 1.30am ahhh bliss but then wouldn't go back to bed, not even in ours or on futon with me, so I was up till 4.45am he then slept till 5.10am time for another feed, I woke cranky our cat ****ed me off nearly tripped me twice then Jack kept spittingup his bottle and well I was tired and cranky and I swore at him jase got up and told me to hand him over he would do it and there was no need to swear at him I feel so bad, but I was so tired, anyway jase fed him then put him in crib, jase cam eback to bed for a bit and I said I was sorry, he said try to get some sleep today

anyway while jase was showering Jack started to cry all of 10min in crib so I went and got him and brought him into me, we then slept till 9.50am I had time to shower and eat something before he was awake properly, he then fed again and I have just popped him in bed at 11.20am, got some nappies to hang out then a little ironing when he has next feed I will have sleep after that

I am in tears thinking about the fact I got cross at a 5 week old

[ambz]

rach dont worry hun

we all go through it
ive left it slip once before too and i made the mistake of telling my darling husband. he wont let me forget it now! hehe

i guess its a way of relieving our frustration even though we feel guilty afterwards
your not alone. i have not done it since cause i feel soooo guilty for swearing the first time round lol


savanna has her 6 week check up appointment this afternoon although shes actually seven weeks now.
i couldnt get an appointment last week. they bloody better bulk bill for her cause i gotta pay like $60 for myself alone grrrrr!!

what a beautiful day!! might take bubs and the dog for a nice walk