Maz- Its great that you are home and I am really sorry to hear Mat now has cerebral palsy. I googled it to read up more and they were saying there is different types. Do they know what type Mat has or is it too early to tell? I presuming too its too early to know the extent of it also. I really admire you, you are such a strong woman going thru what you've been thru. I'm amazed you haven't had a nervous breakdown! How is everyone? I bet they were all so excited when they came and picked the 2 of you up.

Ness- Big hugs to you too sweety. I tell you, I have had a couple of times like that since having Ash. Just sometimes I just feel so trapped in and that everything is just getting on top of me and I can't get out. Feel like I am suffocating or something and I just want to get away. Its an awful feeling. On your Tuesdays I say stuff the housework and have "ness" time. Just lay on the couch and read mags, watch tv, nap, do absolutely nothing for a whole day.

Meg- I would be so ****ed off to. Accomadation is not cheap and why say stuff like that if she is just going to turn round and say too bad. Have you already paid your air fares? Anyone else there that could help you out, even if just short time?

AnnaT- Ash is getting naughtier too these days. She does that thing where she looks straight at me while doing something she knows she is not meant to and then keeps doing it. God they are so cheeky. Hope you sort out Rips unsettledness. Things should start improving and his feeding hopefully will become longer in between feeds.

Jodi- that sucks bout the job, if she isn't doing reception is there a spot there? I guess they already got someone to cover her and she'll prolly stay on now. Cheeky Nina quiting her day sleep. I so need that break when Ash has hers.

chrissy- thats great you and Craig had a nice day. maybe you could make it your weekly thing or fortnightly when caity is in 'school' and you and Craig can have some quality time together.

Nelle- We have a potty and I've sat Ash on couple times but she doesn't do anything. I'm not fussed, she still is young. It'll be easier when she understands and I can explain it to her. I think we'll go alright toilet training cause she sees me on the toilet and I try to tell her do 'wee wees' then we wipe ourselves then we flush and wash our hands. so shes learning all that. owies on the needle. Penicillin hurts. He should've given you in tablet form!

Not much here. been at work and now feel sick, hope I'm not catching anything from all you sickies.