hi everyone
quick post from me...
poor little N has a cold again, and was up all night... DH has just taken him to the dr before he flies out, i am sure it isjust a cold but want to be sure since i will soon be a lone parent again :-( for the week...
poor little guy getting sick so often - i am thinking it has to be something we aree doing wrong - no one else seems to have a baby sick as often as us.... DH says last night 'X isnt sick as much as N, oh but he is still bfed' - geez that made me feel good.... not! i do still bfeed 2 times per day... surely that isnt it? or is it that he is in care? or that we go away too much?
anyway DH is just seeing if he should go today (at 1) or maybe see if he can postpone til tomorrow - i dont know really... i am so stressed about how i will manage it all, work etc etc with no sleep and a sick bubba again (ie he prob cant go to care) buit i guess we will make it work. it's my bday on wed too - geez happy bday to me!!! i am meant to got o melb on wed/thu - for work (and mum look after N) i kinda want to go early to get some help but am rethinking even if it is a good idea at all...
anyway so sorry for the vent - i am feeling v sorry for myself and N at the moment... will come back on later when i am in a better headspace to do personals etc etc (i know a lot goingon so sorry i am being so selfish)