ok, sherie your story made me feel better, glad i'm not the only one with a dh for a dpiykwim by that????

kate- yes i have lost lewis a couple of times and freaked out. last time i found him with his hand in the toilet.

leanne- glad dh is back. your sleep sounds nice.

pp- good to hear ella is pg again, i wonder what she'll have

lewis is doing a lot better today. he's been eating and drinking and actually smiling he's still very sooky and clingy but he's doing much better thankfully- he's gotta go to a 1st birthday party on sat so i'm just hoping he feels good for that.