Evening!

Katie:
felt like a huge weight has lifted. was the best thing I have felt in a long time. felt so free, confident & happy.
How did swimming go?
Ps. all the best!

Arte:
thanks.
hugs. hope W settles down soon enough for you.

Noni:
all the best for your nuchal scan this wkend.

Nella:
Thanks.
for the bfn

Rainy:
has been interesting today. he wants to know what wld it take to make me happy & i was like WTF do I say to that, cos I am feeling happy! I think he has finally realised I was serious bout time running out. He has actually been talking to me to today bout his probs, has taken this long, & me being the nice person I am, am tying to help him. He tells me something, I ask why or how or stuff like that, make him think & answer on his own.
Could be your body preparing.

Trill:
Damn on the computer's tanty's. What if you took the casing off the box & directed a fan on it? Am wondering if the internal fan is actually working properly.
Sounds like you have been busy, & have had some interesting times lately.
Wish Alex was like A with swimming. Put him in the toddler pool, no worries jumping in & wat not, take him into the deeper pool, & he tries to send mummy to her grave!
Thanks Trill, I think I have given him something to think about. Am kind of curious as to what he is going to come back with now that he has realised what is happening.

Hayley:
It did feel like he was wasting my time & then he wanted more time. I told him that he will fail & he will realise when its too late but like every other time I tell him something, & it always turns out that I was right, he didn't listen. When we are face to face I can read him like an open book, & I still know him pretty well. Just had to put my mental health first, for the sake of me & the boys.
Jack still has a bottle, everynite & on the odd occasion in the morning like if he wakes at 5am-ish. He uses cups or pop-top bottles through out the day. Have you tried replacing the nite time milk with water?

AFM:
Walking through town this morning, realised that I was walking taller than normal, & felt more confident & gueine (sp?) happy. It felt great. Not to say that I've turned my back on him forever, as I would like to see what he has to say & if the path goes that way, there will be conditions like marriage counselling etc.
Other than last nite's conflict, I have had two really good days. Went to the pool yst with my friend & her visitors & then we spent the afternoon having a gas-bag then today I spent the day with my friend (after saying by to her visitors) & then this arvo, we played with our tarot cards & did readings with diff decks to see what they would come up with, & each one was interesting.

i'm off to bed now & hoping that jack won't stir again (had twice in the last hour) .. nite ladies .. hope we all have good nite sleeps xox