Hi Kath - sorry I rarely go on BB. Are you feeling better lovely? I'm sorry you're feeling so down, please remember this, you are absolutely beautiful and tell anyone who says or makes you feel otherwise to go stick it where the sun don't shine! I can understand you feeling like you do, I'm not in a good head space myself at the moment but just remember we're all here for you and we all love you. Anytime you want to chat call me, I'll send you my number over FB xxxx