I haven't tried a probiotic yet turtledove, must get to a health food store. I really am not very productive lately. What one are you using if I may ask?

Is a Manduca similar to an ergo? I have an ergo but not the newborn insert, found I couldn't use it till Bubs is older previously. The ergo is hot, I agree. I hope your plan goes just how you want it too. Awesome to hear your feeling more confident!

That is very tragic news. Was the baby sick or anything? That's so scary, I worry about that of a night given the weird noises he makes. Yes it does give a nice reminder to cherish even the hard times.

Well I'm here trying to get DS down again for the 50th time today. He's barely slept bar a cat nap here and there. Much like last night.