Teresa, that definetely does not sound weird hun! I agree with Rach, you're not ready right now. I remember the first time I was pg, I sort of freaked out (even though we planned this baby!) and found it hard to bond with my baby. Then I lost him and I realised how much I wanted a baby. Then I had Cam, and then when we tried again and I got my BFP, I was a bit worried how we'd handle two kids (hello!!!!! we are old chooks here) even though again, it was a planned pg. Now I can't wait to be pg again realising how hard it is sometimes to have a healthy pg. So I guess I can understand your feelings hun, I always get that 'eeeeek' feeling getting pg, wondering how I'm going to handle it all. I know you've had a traumatic birth with Hamish, so your feelings are totally understandable. When Cam was born I reckon I was so close to having PND I could smell it! I'm sort of worried for those feelings to come back again....

GL Rach!!! I hope and pray you have one sticky and healthy bubba on board!