Rosey *hug* so sorry things are rough. Boy, do I sympathize. You must be exhausted.

Firstly, you are doing a fantastic job with your DD. I know it probably doesn't feel like it, but you are! You're definitely not doing anything wrong, I'm learning the hard way that we have very little control in these early days and every day is different. Frustrating, ain't it??

You need to take care of yourself hon. Might be worth talking to your GP or a trusted friend about how you're feeling. And if you can, try and get some fresh air/sunshine each day. It can be easier said than done on some days but has made a huge difference to my state of mind when I've had a bad patch with Willow.

Hopefully these catnapping and fighting sleep shenanigans are a phase for our little devils!

Hang in there xxx

PS re feeding, you could also try expressing for a minute or so.

zilly, wow, Sam's keeping it interesting isn't she? But great that it's working for you.