Hmm - I want to ask an embarrassing question .... here's the go - sometimes when I wear pantyliners it detaches it's self from the material of my underwear and instead works its way out of where it should be and attaches to my leg. WT? Does that happen to anyone else? Drives me batty.

Anyway, watershed moment for me yesterday - I was away from HB for 2 1/2 hours ( having my 2 hour GTT and blood tests) and I wasn't too crazy with worry. Got home and DH and HB were on the floor playing, all content. DH said she refused the bottle and refused to sleep, and cried a little "with real tears streaming down her face " but once he picked her up ( how easy is it to woo your dad when you're a cute little girl?) she calmed down and seemed content. TBH - that's fine. She does the same for me somedays. Told DH he did a stirling job and gave myself a pat on the back for coping so well with being separated. Not long now til I will be ready to try going to a movie and leaving Hannah with my Aunt. ( jsut in time for HB to start to have separation anxiety). Today we went to breakkie for my cousins birthday. Hannah was due for a sleep and maybe had a nap in the car but then was up for 3 hours past her usual limit and she was just so content ( she looked tired) but was happy to be the centre of attention. I am simply amazed. Cracked it once we were in the car though :P