hope: you know we all think your awesome FF or BF. Hope you have a nice chat with DH and that he can understand where you are coming from, sounds like you will need his support with his family and really it will be his duty to tell them to back off.

mel: you are so right.

lisa: Don't put too much pressure on yourself about BF it will work out hope you get the help you need in the BF advice forum.

C is doing good, feeding well still every 3 hours during the day though, is that too much? I always have trouble getting him to stay latched to my right boob though, if he is hungry he latches like a champ but if he is only peckish or wakes up during the night and I give it to him he messes around latches and unlatches then cries at me while im offering it to him cos he is hungry. Haven't booked to see the dr yet, will go on friday I think, im going to get in as much naughty food as I can just in case I get the bad news.

gah why does C know exactly when Im on the computer??? BBL prob