I see what youre saying kel...althoughthe money would be worth it if i can find the right shift to fit in with everything. Think I might start off doing one weekend shift and see how it goes. With my job I can work casual so I can stop and start whenever I please. I think what got me today is that dh tells me that theres not much money left in the business account, then 5 minutes later he is on the phone ordering some spot lights for his car which he takes out less than half a dozen times a year.... I dont get it. He wants to buy a plasma but we already have a tv. He is so happy to spend then gets worried because we are more than likely going to double our mortgage and wants me to work to help cover it. I wouldnt mind so much if he could stop spending....ggggrrr

Anyway i got my results back today from the specimen andit was fetal tissue...so doesnt look like a polyp. Just need to keep at it i guess! Not if he gets me grumpy!