Today I lost Olivia in th shopping centre. It was the worst ever feeling I have ever experienced. I was so very lucky that there was a group of mums and older kids from the local callesthenics club who went out and found her, while i waited anxiously at the info desk. I think it all was about 2 minutes of waiting but it felt like forever. The i couldnt stop crying when I saw her...then she cried...then I cried more. I feel so drained! I cant ever imagine what it would be like ....it was awful. Now shes driving me nuts! I love her so much