HI girls.. back from the MCHN visit. Alex hasn't put on any weight since his last visit... the nurse suggested I go see a counsellor and gave me the idea of putting alex in his cot and sitting in the same room as him for him to settle.. trouble is he is crying his little heart out now (well actually screaming the house down). I've tried the nice way to explain to her that the reason I'm depressed is because I don't get a decent night sleep but she doesn't seem to get it. So I have to visit her again on the 9th feb to see if Alex has put on any weight.

I posted a video on FB showing how fast he moves with his walker, he's been on the go since he was 6mths.. I really am ready to scream at the MHCN but she wouldn't listen. I think i'll ring tomorrow and go and see a different nurse, perhaps one with children.

Sorry am very annoyed at the nurse.. and I'm over going to bed at 7.30 and staying awake til 2am so I can have a few hours to myself (although i can't leave the mattress)... I&*&&)&)&^%%