Well another 4am wake up today. I do not know what the problem is and I'm too tired to even attempt to... I don't even know what I am attempting. I won't bore you all with the details - I've written another thread about it if you are really interested.

Its all just too hard. I think my good energy from 2nd tri has well and truly evaporated.

Sorry for the boring "me" post.. I'm just over it all at the moment.