moose: thanks darl. i know people would have given up but it stil feels like a kick in the face KWIM? i'm still expressing...it'll take me a while to give that up. i've fought that hard for this long to keep my supply up...im not going to quit now (i think i'd get v. depressed if i had to stop) as for the preg test i was like that last week too, but i didnt buy one...as i was fine so im thinking maybe low iorn so ive been chowing down the red meat like there is no veggies on earth! as for no a/f becuase you're b/fing and expressing (now) you most likely wont ovulate. so a/f wont come as my health and humdev teacher said "untill the night feed drops A/f wont drop in!"

oo gotta go daz is up!