LB - You mean how am I going with my obsession!!?? Well I have found a doula who is a trained midwife, so I think she'll be the go.

I have also spoken to a friend of my mum's (who had a VBAC) and she has convinced me that I need to forget the whole thing and just let it happen. I really beleive that is the way to go and I am really going to try and do that. Who know's though, I have a very busy brain!

But I will definately definately have a doula, and if all is well with the pregnancy, I don't see why we can't succeed. Fingers crossed!

I too have days where I am really down about my CS, hence my obsession with VBA2C.