Oh Skye hun am sorry you are in such a crap situation its so hard to know what to do sometimes. I hope you can find a solution that works for you and the kids and that you ahve supportive friends and family around you. Hangin there sweet and come vent and talk on here sometimes it just helps to get it off your chest.

Danni congrats on the new job hope it goes well.
We are having a party for Will too. Not a big dealjust a picnic lunch in the enw adventure playground with some friends. He lvoes the aprk so will jsut go off and will probably just be adults eating *L* making the coco pops teddy bear cake this year.Havent had to buy pressies as Santa had lots of left overs at xmas so they have bene itn he present box and have asked for jsut bookes if people want ot get gifts. He has so many toys that I have had to put a lot away as he just doesnt play with them properly when too many.

WIll starts an extra day at care in two weeks. We have decided seeing mum goes way for 5months and she is more or less my only break that an extra day will do us both good.With the rebate it will only cost an extra 20 a week whcih is worth my sanity..a day to do stuff for me to sleep if I need to and also the day when Nick and I will go to counselling..whcih will hopefull help get things back on track.

I am off to Brisbane enxt weekend wil be away by myself form Friday ngiht till MOnday night and nick is looking after Will. I cant wait as really need some itme ot myself atm but is also the longest I have left WIll and never just with NIck mum has been around. FINgers crossed they will cope with it all haveelft myself Friday to get the hosue organised andmeals done etc.It smy cousins 40th brithday and we are really close..its a suprise and am gonna trun up ont he day of the party so cant wait.

Prama girl how youdoing??????

Sammie..to be honest I dont think that its a selfish move waiting for the allowance. Its so dam hard financially and we know that why we dont have kids but it can put a HUGE HUGE strain on our relationships and change our decisions about working and what we can do as a family so I completley understand.

Get this..turns out NIcks arm wasnt fractured"oops we made a mistake your am is so sore now becasue its been imobolised for 10 days" becasue we are slack arses when it comes to our fracture clinic!!!" Am glad at least he is out of a cast but was not happy Jan.

I have bought some brauers baby calm for Will as it turns out he has his mother penchant for insomina and has been doing stretches of up to 5 hours wake fo a ngiht and its nearly killing us. The clamative is having some effect at least.

Anyway enough from me..hope you girls are doing ok life sure does throw us some curve balls sometimes but am glad I have a place to write it all down ( even if it can bore you to tears some days i am sure *L*)
Bron xx