Don't worry Alison in time you will master the skill of changing a nappy and them staying asleep, I can even do it one handed when bf lmao well it's 9am and I'm going back to bed for 2 hours it's daycare day yay and I'm so proud I have saved $500 that's alot for me lol and that's after bills and food for the week I just need to learn some self control at the shops and not buy crap, still feel yuck have a headach the other day I woke up with a sore finger on the inside near the joint and there's a lil white lump under the skin that can move slightly but no idea what it is but my finger hurts all the same

We don't have sleep clothes either but we have lots of spew too every time she rolls onto her tummy she pukes and her face gets covered in chunks lmao

Jose has actually been really good since the outburst after my sisters friend (Aka milf hunter with a really big hmmmm,apparently) came over I think it made him realise he didn't want to lose me, I on the other hand have been struggling slightly I've been slightly depressed as I usually get but also been getting quite overwhelmed with even looking at the housework and I have been really short tempered and stressed and the slightest thing sets me off it's not really anxiety but is slightly it's hard to explain but I either get really angry and want to swear my head off and break things or I want to just sit there and cry dunno if it's maybe all the crap nights of sleep taking it's toll cos even when she doesn't wake I still wake like every hour or two and I have so much trouble getting comfy and going to sleep