omg just really super quick, will post more when kidlets are snoozing.
mon... i SO KNOW HOW YOU ARE FEELING

tips... hahahaon the stephanie mayer official website you can download the twilight book, but in edwards version.. its just the first chapter - but gives you the hit.

then when that is done, google ' twilight fan fiction ' ALOT of it is udder crap, porno stuff thats just.... not right, lol, but if your seive throgh it, you often find a little pot of gold... its addictive.. hth...

i feel for you