Hey Beema sorry to hear about your ob appointment... are you thinking of more babies already???? Great stuff on Miss As weight gain and also well done on such a better journey with b/fing. You should be so proud of yourself.

I am home alone this weekend...dh comes home tonight. I survived! I have even done the housework! It helps that the girls have been great most of the time. Last night I even got some half decent sleep. I have been giving Amy bottles though instead of offering the boob too much this weekend coz of being home alone. It gives my nipples a chance to settle too coz with all that expressing and trying to feed/wrong attachment, they start to hurt a bit. I am so hoping for things to change really soon. I spoke to my LC on Friday and we are looking to have an end date around 10th December, which is only 2 weeks away. I dont know if I will be ready by then because I am actually seeing slight progress although I dont want to be expressing for an extended period coz its not pleasant and takes up time and I want to do 1 or the other. I re tried the nipple sheild the other day but it only aggrivates my nipple. So esentially I think its that she has a petite face, little mouth and my nipple is large, making it an effort to get on right and by that time she is all tired out. I read somewhere that the 5kg mark is when they seem to get big and stong wnough to make it work, so I will really try to hold off making decisions til then. Shes 4.1kgs now so maybe another onth or so?

Ok enough rambling from me. Please send me some postive b/fing vibes.....