vix LOL at firetruck off. I know I'd love to say that but I am doing my best to stay composed and be the better person.

pretz wow Noah is growing so well. don't ever stress that he isn't getting big enough. enjoy him while he's little lol cos before you know it he'll be 6 ft 2. gosh I hope that around Vinnys age they start slowing down in length growth or something because he is what 62cm, Ben (nikkis) is now 61cm I think she said and Vinny was already 59cm at his 6 week check!! If he keeps it up he'll be a giant!!

afm -J is really stupid really. Because I was willing to start unsupervised visits and down the track overnight visits (if he showed enough interest and things were going smoothly enough) much EARLIER than the courts would ever allow. Now he wants to do everything by the book (or the law or whatever its called) and is putting himself at a disadvantage. They won't allow overnight until the age of 2 generally, maybe older. And while we get things rolling he doesn't get to see Vinny at all. Because legally I don't have to make any effort. I've done so much. It's about time I gave up trying so hard. AND he is still refusing to send me the paperwork. So as soon as my new form arrives from BDM I will be applying for the birth cert without his signature. He can always be added later.

Well anyway J called me today and he decided that he just can't see V with me there. So now he doesn't see him at all for xmas. Or at all until things get sorted. Whether we mediate, or use lawyers or end up before the courts. Shooting himself in the foot really.

So tomorrow we are going to go out and enjoy the day, visit some friends perhaps and do something nice while they are having their family xmas without him. Their choice.