Wow this year really has been a cruddy one so far what with all the natural disasters and then Nikkis nan and beckles fil and all the losses In the bb community. My deepest deepest condolences to all those that have lost someone. My heart is breaking for all of you.

Nikki - goodluck with your speech at your nans funeral. I'm sure she's super proud of you and your beautiful family and is smiling upon you from the pearly gates. Huge hugs and strength sweety xx

afm - first big night out since having cooper last night. I had loads and loads of fun. Laying in bed still but bout to get up and have a shower then head up the road to cuddle my little man. Going out to lunch today which will be nice happy 18 weeks to coops and summer and happy 21 weeks to alannah. Gosh all getting so big