thanks Deana

Chuckie - yeah I know his name and surname but we weren't friends on fb, but I was able to find him and send him a private message a couple of times. Now he's not there. Mum was going to give Isaac EBM in a bottle, that was the plan anyway but I forgot I had to go and have Isaac weighed, so after doing that and going to the shop it didn't happen. He doesn't like the dummy I got for him, so I would've loved to see if he'd take to a bottle, when I was feeding him EBM it was by syringe and my finger. I hope your thrush clears up, sounds painful. It must be great having your mum there

fuzzy - I think that's what I'll have to do. But I just feel kind of ashamed of the situation, and I'm not really comfortable telling people who aren't close friends but if that's the only way then I'll have to. I'm certain they'll guess the reason I'm trying to contact David. I think he probably got scared by the news (I never got any reply about the news of my pregnancy), and maybe that's why he's disappeared from fb. I know he's part of a professional dance troupe that performs at various places so he wouldn't have work contact details iykwim. If he really has been scared off by the baby news there's no way he'll get back to me anyway. Gggrr sorry for going on about it, but I don't know what to do yet. Wow are those passport photo guidelines a challenge or what! It sounds pretty much impossible! Good luck with it.

Well Isaac was weighed today, he's had a bit of a growth spurt and put on 610 grams in two weeks! And as for me, I'm slowly getting better at typing one handed while he feeds