Shar from previous thread, no probs over chat hope I was some help thanks for the thoughts for tomorrow

so as most of you know tomorrow is my sweet babies, 6th angel bday I am feeling incredibly guilty over how depressed I am feeling I look at jack and my ever growing huge belly and think what right do I have to be disappointed in what life has given me, but then I just want to cause I want my Jack to know his big sister I want boo to know its big sister I want her here with me not just in my heart and memory....