Vent coming!!
I am so over dh looking down on me.. Lately william has hardly been sleeping and asha is waking in the night as well.. Early this morning I asked dh if he could go and get asha coz she was crying and his response was "why should I have to f-ing do it" talk about a nice start to the morning! Then when william and ash decided to get up for the day (around say 8.40) I was carrying william and he spewed all down the hallway and then in the bouncer just before I was able to put him in it, dh was still in bed but I asked him if he could just hold w while I cleaned it up and he gave me more attitude.. After this dh thought it would be a good idea to come out with us but sleep in the lounge!! By 9.50 william had been screaming on and off for an hour and I was losing it, yelling at him and yelling at dh to please help me till I ended up putting w on dh mid scream attack.. Dh gets up and gives me a filthy look and says "would be nice to sleep in atleast once a week u know" like I sleep in ever?? Ughhhhh but it gets even worse!! He settles w and goes back to sleep and has been sleeping on and off, anytime I ask him for help he incinuates im lazy and then when I was angry at asha he jumps in attacking me about being angry with her (like to see him deal with it on so little sleep) and then I went to the bedroom coz I didn't wanna listen to him and he screams "ur too harsh on her" really loud and both kids start screaming... he's probably gone back to sleep now im soo frustrated, as if I don't feel like a crappy enough parent without him chiming in..
Anyway sorry for the vent just needed to get that out..