Oh ZOla, chin up. What people ar saying is true, it is the same for everyone and you are definetly not a bad mother. In the beginning all babies seem to do is cry wee/poo and sleep, and mums and dads don't necessarily get the right amount of sleep which makes it even harder. Persevere, and it will get better. Keep up with the brestfeeding if you really want to, but if it's too much for you then give it up. It's no point having you both stressed if you can avoid it. I am in awe of those who persevere through the breastfeeding, but I was one who couoldn't do it to save my life. If you really want to pesevere though by all means do.

And remember there are poeple here who are the same as you and we're all here to listen and help if we can.

Best wishes Michelle