Well for the 3rd time after birth my fissure has returned

It first made its presence known 5 weeks after Chelsea's birth. I battled with it on and off through Jasmines pregnancy until it went away maybe 1-2 months before she was born.

4 weeks later it was back and again i battled on and off with it.

The i fell pg with Zachery, it was there for maybe a month or two and vanished. WOOHOO

I thought at last it had gone and wouldnt be bothering me anymore...WRONG

Last week it returned. Im just so over it coming and going. I increased water and fibre so i could avoid it (knowing the pattern of it coming after giving birth twice before). Im now back to living on Coloxyl with Senna trying to get things softer (sorry TMI) so it can heal again.

Ill be asking my GP at the 6 week check up whats the next step...i cant go on anymore with this. Ive tried the creams the dr's suggest. Ive taken advice from Yael who knew exactly what im going through (thanks hun ). Im just over it now.

Just need some relief from the constant pain and feeling like glass is coming out my butt each time..LOL

This happen to anyone else?
What helped you in the end?