You'll be Ok. I promise. Sounds to me like your beautiful boy is being perfect, so don't stress so much. Hows your ECH nurse? Maybe you should get her to drop in for a talk. They always make me feel better. Some people have had probs with them, but the 4 I've met so far are very understanding people who just want to help & reassure you. I love them & couldn't have survived with out them.