I have always had issues with how I look, now I realise how good I looked back then, LOL. 20/20 hindight is a great thing!! Now after 2 babies in quick succession, my body isn't looking very good. Besides being at my heaviest weight ever, I have really severe stretchmarks on my belly, and my skin is stretched to the point that there is no going back no matter how much weight I lose and my bb's are well...mummy bbs!! (IYKWIM??)

I'm really having issues with how I look. DH and I DTD for the first time the other day and I was very self conscious about it. TO the point I didn't enjoy it at all. I ended up in tears over it. DH has no problem with how I look, he's not the problem. And now I'm avoiding being naked in front of him and DTD again, not cause I don't want to just cause I'm so self conscious. I don't like him touching me and can't stand the sight of myself in the mirror. I don't like how I look at all, in clothes, naked...it's really getting to me.

So how do I reconcile with myself over this? These are things that aren't going to go away without some serious plastic surgery, which I doubt I'd ever do! Did anyone else have issues? Did you get over it somehow, if so how?