It's really hard to explain but if I chose to believe then I would feel hypocritical as I really don't believe deep down in my heart. I would feel that I really wasn't being true to myself. I think that there are people who have the capacity to believe in them and people who don't - I am one of the ones who don't.

I don't disbelieve that there is a higher power but then again I don't disbelieve that there are aliens out there. I just don't believe in them - I hope that makes sense.