Hi there glimmerI have a tip toing husband too. And we have had numerous attempts to bring home a baby, and very nearly succeeded once, He tries so hard to do the right things to make me feel better- and still try to be ok himself. You know what- i do beleive that when a man and a woman love eachother they should be able to make a baby and i am sure that you will be a magnificent mother one day- as will i. I have a few medical issues and we are trying again now- (day 33 of 32 day cycle Neg test this morning ) and i dont know for sure if it will happen- but i pray and i hope and i try to beleive that the world could just not be so cruel.Good luck dear, i am sorry for your losses, and one tip- keep venting your anger and saddness and let it out bacuase that which we hold in only harms us. It sounds like you have a loving husband and i wish you both all the best!!Luv StarBrightxoxo