Unfortunatly for me I lost my angel on christmas day 05, that was the worst xmas I have ever experienced. Luckily for me by the time the next xmas came around I was 6 months preg, this made the day alot more bearable. When the date angel was due comes around I head to the cemetery where my nan and pop are buried, as I planted a beautiful rose called "baby jack" on their grave. It gives me a chance to clear my mind and prepare for the year ahead. Maybe planting something could be your way of finding some inner peace. It will always be with you but does become a little easier slowly.
The days of the anniversary and the EDD are the hardest. You have to battle through. You will never forget your little angel bub, but carry it with you in your heart no matter where life leads you.
Hi loopy_girl21
I'm so sorry I missed your post hun! I hope the day of your baby's EDD was as gentle and peaceful as possible, sending you huge hugs hun
Beata xxx
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