Another one - The loss of my twins.

[csab]

As I was reading this back to myself as I was typing it in, I had noticed that I had mentioned that we will find out why I couldnt hold onto my bubs.

Well we did, I needed to take aspirin which resulted in my DD's. I also found out last yr that I needed to take aspirin due to being ANA positive, a blood clotting disorder. So although they cannot tell me what type of blood clotting disorder it is atm, they may never know, at least there is now a reason.

[LucaJack'sMum]

Csab,
What a beautiful tribute to your beautiful babies, brought a tear to my eyes. Your strength is inspiring. Thank you for your story.
xx

[csab]

Thankyou Lucajacksmum, posting this took along time to come, but I finally did it. I guess in a way it is a breakthru in itself. I have never shown anyone these before and kept thinking for a while now that maybe someone who is going thru or has gone thru a similar loss can relate and not feel alone. Although it was one of the most lonliest times for me. I dont feel like an inspiration at all, but thankyou for thinking that. What I had written down all those years ago was something I wanted to remember, I thought that if I didnt write it down that I would forget everything and I didnt want to feel like I failed my angels again by not having any memories of them, IYKWIM. Thanks agaian hun. hugs

[~Trish~]

Thank you so much for sharing your story of your precious angels csab . I'm so sorry they had to leave. It's so lovely that you will never let their presence be forgotten, just as it should be .

[Anila]

Thankyou once again for sharing such a beautiful story.

[csab]

Thankyou again Anila. hugs

[Miss.B]

I feel truly honoured that you have shared your beautiful but heart breaking stories with me. Rest in peace little darling babies.

I am so glad you now know why you kept losing them. Even so, the pain will never go away. Big hugs hun and take care.

B xxxx