As I was reading this back to myself as I was typing it in, I had noticed that I had mentioned that we will find out why I couldnt hold onto my bubs.

Well we did, I needed to take aspirin which resulted in my DD's. I also found out last yr that I needed to take aspirin due to being ANA positive, a blood clotting disorder. So although they cannot tell me what type of blood clotting disorder it is atm, they may never know, at least there is now a reason.