I'm so sorry to have to welcome you to bb under these awful circumstances, I wish it were under happy ones.
I can't imagine the pain you must be going through, take all the time you need to grieve, bb is a wonderful place for support and there are women who can unfortunately relate to the awful pain you must be feeling.
I wish I could take the pain away for you, and for anyone else who has had to go through such a terrible thing, it's just not fair.
Please take care of yourself
xxx