Dear Kirstyn,

Hugs hun.....sorry for your loss,is there a counciling service you & DH can use to help you out,sometimes it helps to talk to someone,hun.

Iknow how you feel,I wish i could say something to take your pain away,but if you ever need to talk,we are all good listeners.
If you want to talk at all you can PM, me at any time hun,wishing you all the best in the future,stay strong and i will be saying a prayer for you.