wen my best freind past away over the easter long weekend this year, i got a puppy and i named her after his middle name,, she helps so much.
the teddy sounds great but i really dont know how my boyfreind will take it..
but there are all great ideas......
i just feel as if my heart is really broken and it wont mend Y?
..... i cant really sleep either cause of everything i wish i had just done a few thing different then maybe just maybe hydie, tyson and kate would be here so that i can hold... being around my neice who is only 2 months old, my freinds buba girl who is 3 months old and our family friend baby boy who is 3 weeks old is hard, but because i love kids i love to hold them by them things and do alot for my freind, sis and fmaily friend..
i just try to be strong for my partner but sometimes i cant, and just want to cry


me 17 partner 18 Kate and Tyson 15th of mar 2006. 8 w 4 d
Hydie 18th of sep 2007 5 w 5 d